من Sara AlHamad‏ في 17 نوفمبر، 2010‏، الساعة 02:17 مساءً‏‏.

هنا ,, لملمتْ ما كتبته ليس لأن في كلماتي شئ مميز أو مختلف ,, هي فقط محاولة كي أفهمني :)

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Silence Thats what I need .. No words for no one

There are times when silence has the loudest voice." (Leroy Brownlow)I just need to practice the art of silence , you can think of it as a kind of silent meditation where I can make a statement with no words to be uttered

27 أغسطس، الساعة 07:26 صباحاً‏

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undefined feelings ..I try to name it but I can't In a minute I'm happy within a second I'm upset I guess its an inner mess ...:) :( :/ :$ :)مشاهدة المزيد 19 أغسطس، الساعة 06:54 صبا

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I don't know what is wrong with meexcept that

I was following my own shadow !!!

I followed , thinking I'm not alone .. I kept walking thinking that I would see the light but I realized that I was rambling in a vicious circle of emptiness !! No light in my own shadow..14 أغسطس، الساعة 07:53 صباحاً‏

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Snap me with your eyes ~/A picture that simplifies ~/Likeness is not important~/Dissolve doubts & contradictions~/ Erase shadows & negative~/ that confuse the tired sight~/for I wish to see me~/ reassembled in that dark room of your mind!!(Veronica Thomson)

How people picture us ?? do they look just to the outside? Where the pretended happiness & fake smiles or they dig deep to look beyond ..In the eyes of those who love me; I’m in no need of flawless picture with the smile & look of ease!! I need them to look me in the eye & see the hidden worries & strange thoughts I need them to accept me the way I am with no plans of changing me

مشاهدة المزيد 03 أغسطس، الساعة 03:04 صباح

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we commit mistakes with a great effect that make us condemned by people. Such incidents may cause a major change in our own perspective. I had some but it taught me nothing but fear.. I hoped to be enlighten by such ordeals but in my world time is wasted on regrets & critical opinions that will mark your character wit...h what happened to you in a way that will kill hope & make you live in the circle of redemption مشاهدة المزيد 31 يوليو، الساعة 08:17 مساءً‏

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I wish I can be faithful to myself I lived my whole life proving to others how loyal Iam to them forgeting that I need to be faithful to me . Help myself to gain more faith in Allah but when to stop acting selflessly?! 28 يوليو، الساعة 04:51 صباحاً‏

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In planning to fall in love we are traveling to the depth of our souls to enjoy love but when it becomes like anything else in life where problems cause an end .. it would take us to hell if we allowed the pain to destroy our life & let us suffer aimlessly.. i believe in loving the self more than the other & i act acco...rdingly. no one deserves to shed my tears on !مشاهدة المزيد 26 يوليو، الساعة 01:30 صباح

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Saying ((YES)) & ((NO)) may not falls into sins or virtues if we know when its the right time to utter them .. But its hard when the heart long for something or someone & wishes for a YES when the whole world force you to say NO 25 يوليو، الساعة 09:31 مساءً‏

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Self is an issue that you spend your life forming & polishing it to please someone but not you . How many of us accept his reality they way it is.. Being original not a copy from someone is important than renewing ones’ self.. I believe in forming the self in a way that provides content, happiness & satisfaction :) I like the idea of updating my way of thinking but to do that I have to change my surroundings especially people because the way they enteract with me somtimes guide my actions,,

when thinking of people I dont know why I think of disapointments Why I always fail in my expectations? .. I regret nothing but some people make life too much to bear!! ..

Things that hurt us can pass yes I agree but its effect remain sometimes to whip the soul with regret & pain if not became an endless torment. We need to eliminate vicious memories & also others who enjoy seeing us in pain & with no self esteem

21 يوليو، الساعة 04:26 مساءً‏

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~LIST OF THINGS I LOVE~..1- I love the feeling of relief caused by a long prostrating moment I feel Allah know my my weakness & accepts me

2-People in my life .. I love their kindness & caring souls.

3- When I wake up hearing a bird or see a beautiful view of the sun rising

4- When I make someone happy ...

5- some of my possessions..

6- I enjoy being with happy people 19 يوليو، الساعة 09:59 مساءً‏

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Knowing the aim of life will lead us to one path only .. that if we follow we won't slip-up in to many .. That is the path of God ; in it we'll be more kind to ourselves & others , we'll be happy & providing happiness to others 18 يوليو، الساعة 03:57 مساءً‏

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There is some light .. I've waited for a long time.. A friend told me to be wise & think twice .. But do I have time ? I pray Allah will protect me for I need Allah's guidness & acceptance 17 يوليو، الساعة 03:00 مساءً‏

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suffering & sadness got many faces ;it might be a prob. with self image, a loss of someone or the end of a relationship when we are not ready to let go.Sometimes ppl create a reason to be sad because some of us love to be dramatic thinking they 'll gain more attention. I noticed that happy people drag more attention so I laugh more than cry,, Simply happy people will caught attention , because they got this pure so true smile.. in any gathering you’ll find people around those who laugh for simple reasons & can create a laughter out of nothing. No faking in that & it’s not preten...ding why in the hell I should keep a frown face when I’m with others .. I Should find my way in the line of happy people. Like anyone in this world I have my sad moments when it occurs I’ll be only with best friends those whom I need in order to relief..Yah both are parts of life but it differs in how we deal with it, I meant those who likes & finds pleasure in pain .. ironic isn’t it!! but such people exist 15 يوليو، الساعة 09:19 مساءً‏

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LIST OF THINGS I HATE ;)be annoyed in my early morning hour .. that’s my silent moment to make an entranc to life I don’t need shouts , or any kind of annoying behaviorwhen someone creates a huge fight out of silly reasonswhen someone uses my honesty against mewhen I call my best friend & she doesn’t answer . I im...mediately jump into getting worried phase

when I’m in a waiting room & there are children who are playing , annoying people & their moms are not doing anything when I see drivers opening their windows to spit or throw somethingto be respected not because I deserve it but just beca...use of appearancewhen I send my driver to bring me fast food & he brings the wrong orderWhen someone playes with my hair,cover my eyes or hug me from the back .

when I want something so badly but I can’t have i

مشاهدة المزيد 15 يوليو، الساعة 09:08 مساءً‏

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Do I dare Disturb the universe? In a minute there is time For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverseFor I have known them all already, known them all; Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,(by T.S. Eliot)Do we live in a repeated world where today is just like yesterday?Is this thought will let us ...live a dull, uneventful life.

مشاهدة المزيد 13 يوليو، الساعة 06:32 مساءً‏

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people are strange...You give them time & space but they waste it in working hard to find your faults. Why any human relation starts with excitement , where people only show the bright side of their personality & then after a short time it turns upside down & they lose their glamour? it disappoints me to find that ...I got only few friends & the rest are only seeking for my faults to appear on the surface

مشاهدة المزيد 12 يوليو، الساعة 09:39 مساءً‏

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الساعة 05:08 مساءً‏ \ Death when it comes never gives a chance to think or review life.. I always thought of Death as a dark dim shadow of a phantom that will drag my soul so slow giving me only a chance to look at the movie of my life ..Not seeing my happy moments but my sins !!

In death itself there is life too , I picture it dreadful horrifying & uncounted time of waiting .. Cant be blamed but thats how death was described in holy books ..What brought the subject Death ?? mmm I guess ll blame the book Im reading these days (Death will come & it will have your eyes)

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الساعة 05:07 م\ If I listen, I can hear life flying ever faster now -Those quiet footsteps behind me -death, it is you.Before, you were far away -I held you all too dear....Now, when I long no more,now you are thereDear death, there is in your beingsomething that comforts strife:what do you care if one's grown great,or wasted the whole of one's life( byKarin Boye)

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الساعة 01:55 مساءً‏ \ Reading enlights the soul which leads it to true love.. compare btween the love of an ignorant & intelectuals





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